To speak truth with your eyes.

Friday, November 13, 2009

SHERRY WILL NOT BE BLOGGING FOR A FEW DAYS. (She hardly updates anyway)
SO WHATEVER IT IS, HEATHER IS HERE. (HAHAHA)

ANYTHING RELATED TO THIS BLOG FROM YESTERDAY TO SUNDAY SHOULD PROBABLY NOT CONCERN SHERRY OK OK OK OK THANKS BYE.

SHERRY at 12:50 PM.

Monday, November 09, 2009
Chinese O's

Can you feel my nervousness.
Gosh, I cannot be scared. I MUST NOT BE SCARED.

I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.
Yes, yes yes yes yes I can.

I will get my A1. I know I will. (AT TIMES LIKE THIS I REALLY NEED THIS POSITIVE THINKING SO PEOPLE OUT THERE PLEASE DO NOT REBUKE IT OR CURSE ME OK THANX)

Aiya, I know the Sec Fours out there probably think I'm making too much of a fuss about it since IT'S ONLY THE CHINESE PAPER.
But stillllll, we're only Sec Three and it's so scary :-(

God, He will be there tomorrow next to me just like in the FYEs.
Come to think of it, no matter what people think of my FYE results or whatever, I am still proud of myself because God was there with me throughout and I'm not complaining. I did my best, (apart from the careless mistakes which cost me like half of my supposed Sciences and Maths marks) and I know I've Someone there for me through it all!

Love you all.

SHERRY at 9:41 PM.

I miss 3G2'09. This year has passed by so quickly.

I can't believe I've known Franc the man for a year :O

And I can't believe I've known you for maybe... half a year?

Sigh. Life's really pitty right now. But I'll be happy, and I'll be grateful causeeee I WILL SURVIVE. I can't wait for camp whee.

My holidays are soooo packed I think I need to start on my work now.

2 weeks of holiday have passed and everyday's been so packed. With the Chinese intensives and all. I've got to learn how to stop sigh-ing!!!!!

SHERRY at 12:11 AM.

Tuesday, November 03, 2009

If you think I have that much time to spare, I don't.
Who's taking the O Levels next week? Not you. So you definitely don't get how I feel.

I have so many things to do, so little time. Just because it's ONLY Chinese (to you) it doesn't mean I can score an A1 without having to put in any effort. I've been struggling with my Chinese like crap, and I'm the last few among 3G2 HCL students. That is how bad I am.

Don't even get started on my results. Yes, sure. Attitude-wise, I'm fine. But academically-wise, not alot. I put in effort, yes. But really, I'm not someone who you can push over, just because you're better than me. (Heaven) yes, I can totally do better next year, I promise.

I can't believe my Chemistry. I am so disappointed in my Maths and Sciences. Physics was okay, I didn't expect myself to pass. But Chem. Shingz.

Well, God's got it all in hand. But I'm really. Really. Really just insecure now.

Especially after what happened on Friday. Don't ask me what.

I really don't like this blog anymore. I hope soon I'll be able to pull myself together and produce interesting posts.

Back to Chinese, I'm struggling so much. I pray I become like Hsu-Ying or Serena or Wei Shuang or Yi Hui. I need my Chinese to do well. I can't afford to drop HCL.

On a side note,
I watched Michael Jackson's This is It with Nat, Uncle, AJ, Mark on Friday.
It wasn't as good as I expected it to be. But it was so so so so heartbreaking to see how much weight he lost.

And then super ultra duper drama in the 190 at night. Close to midnight.
Sigh, thanks anyway Uncle (L)

Will update asap.

SHERRY at 11:05 PM.

Thursday, October 29, 2009

It's not about fighting just so I can get the honour.
It's about FIGHTING FOR MY OWN RIGHTS.

I know I did it, and it's not that I'm bragging.
It's really unfair to me, really. I can't believe I ----.

I really can almost swear I'll fight for my rights, along with others.
I need it. I really do.

Please.

God, please help me.

SHERRY at 7:39 PM.

Monday, October 26, 2009
You're MY kind of happiness.

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Kwah kwah kwah SAM (sexy) LO's house stayover was super.
Though I got food poisoning, again. Sigh.

Summer was one of the cutest things ever, she was so cutiepie999@summer.com hahahaha.

These few days have been..... very very very... heart-throbbing. Okay wait, that's not the word. Idk, like you know.. NERVOUS. Shingz.... (HI RIS LOW)

I guess I'll do a better update soon!

And thanks uncle for being the bestest uncle ever. You're da best manz.
And Mark, and AJ!!!!!! And Nat, AND CHARLIE09 BABEH.

Luva you all veli much.

SHERRY at 11:38 PM.

Saturday, October 24, 2009
MY JANG DONG CHUL/SONG JAE BIN.

YOU'RE IN IRIS? LIKE CRAZY CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I NEED TO WATCH IRIS. CAUSE THERE'S TOP WITH THE FRICKIN' GOOD ENGLISH IN THERE. AND THEN THERE'S EVERYONE ELSE IN THERE. I NEED TO STOP DELAYING AND START WATCHING.

I MEAN WTH MY DEAREST SONG JAE-BIN/JANG DONG CHUL IS ACTING IN IRIS????????

Oh man he's such a sweetheart I love him hahahahahaha. He's a gr8888 actor, go watch the last scandal of my life. Whoo I love the show I've been watching it every single night till the wee hours of the morning. My mum is a korean drama fanatic, I love her friends who are korean drama ATMs. HAHA I have no idea how ridiculous I sound right now but OMG I LOVE YOU SONG JAE-BIN!!!!!!!!!

He looks older in this picture though :-(

Iris, here I come!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SHERRY at 1:30 AM.

Friday, October 23, 2009

I really have no idea how the show reflects everything in my current situation.
A sad episode ending = a sad day ending for me.
A happy episode ending = a happy day ending for me.

Yesterday I was almost the happiest person there ever was, now you're being like Song Jae-Bin, irrational, but not cute at all. Sigh, I think you're really. Immature.

God, I need help. Why can't you be better and stop with the mood swings. I'm really sad now sigh.

Oh well I love Song Jae Bin

SHERRY at 12:16 AM.

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Here I am, sitting in the car, plugged into the iPod, with the battery running low.
Sigh, at times like these I wish someone would just send me an sms to tell me that they actually care.

I must admit I've been preoccupying myself with things to busy myself and not facing reality.
I need time to reflect and ponder over every thing that's happening in my life.

Lonely, if you would say.

I always thought you cared, maybe you do, but you don't show it.
It's sad when someone I hardly even know shows more concern than you, a friend who's so much closer to my heart.

I thought at least Keann would be there. But nah...... Nobody is, anymore.

(Section deleted)

SHERRY at 9:07 PM.

Monday, October 19, 2009

So fun, today was so fun.
It was such a. Tiring, but fruitful day. I loved how we scrimped on money HAHAHAH.
Too funny, too funny. And oh, I love Queensway. I'm going there soon to get new shoes, new bags. Stop me :-)
I'll be back soon, I need to busy myself by living life to the fullest babes.

SHERRY at 10:53 PM.

Thursday, October 15, 2009
Humanity.

Picture credits to various owners~

Hua Hua Hua Surrogates was the best post-exam activity yet!

It was so funny because of Yi Hui, Qiu Ling, Sooch and myself HAHAHAHA

It was hilarious, I mean the company.

The movie was so good, really. (I mean it can't beat transformers) But it was so so so so good. I recommend you guys to watch it, I was so proud of myself cause I understood the plot without others explaining to me, unlike someone next to me who was being the most annoying pest on Earth, she was a total stranger, in fact. Ugh.

It was a good show, seeing Bruce Willis like 10 years younger. But the hair was just. Bah. He looks so much better bald (L)

SHERRY at 10:15 PM.

Saturday, October 10, 2009
Well, it's that time of the year again.

Wednesday (07/10):
- English Paper 1
- Higher Chinese Paper 1
- Music Studies

Thursday (08/10):
- English Paper 2
- Elective Literature (Combined Humanities)

Friday (09/10):
- Higher Chinese Paper 2
- Social Studies (Combined Humanities)

~~Monday (12/10)~~:
- Additional Mathematics

Tuesday (13/10):
- Pure Chemistry
- Core Geography

Wednesday (14/10):
- Elementary Mathematics (Papers 1 and 2)

Thursday (15/10):
- Pure Physics

I haven't have had the time to do any proper update, and I hope this will suffice, ha ha.

It's sad how I studied so hard for SS (I'm totally being honest), but well, it kind of sucked.

I now have a passion for Literature, whee.

12 papers.

7 papers down, 5 more to go.

I can do this with God :-)

And you know, as I was seated way back in the auditorium today during the Sec 4 Farewell Assembly, I admired and sat (because I was on a chair, get it? Hahahaha) in awe for those people who improved by 13 points, (crazy). And those who scored 9 points and below for their prelims. It was beyond awesome. I secretly and silently prayed that I would be those people going up the stage in place of them next year.

SHERRY at 12:02 AM.

Monday, October 05, 2009

Like superkewtiepie@sujuownage.com only sia hahahahaha.

SHERRY at 12:12 AM.

Thursday, October 01, 2009
Just quit if you're not happy. I have no energy left to encourage you BECAUSE SOMETIMES YOU'RE JUST PATHETIC. OKAY?

I miss how I could walk properly, without sliding and dragging my feet. I am lame. Literally.

Anyway, these few days have been bizarre. Believe me, I am so nervous and so scared but I'm just progressing in the Science and Math part. WHAT ABOUT MY HUMANITIES. And not forgetting Music, which is a chore.

These few days, have been filled with....... Joy, happiness, laughter, mugging.

Today was feeled with unhappiness, boredom, angst, and..... accusations and false intentions.

How nice. It's already toward the end of the week, and here we go again. Turbulence.

Just because I trust you so much and just because I NEVER flare up at you doesn't mean you can take me for granted. I"m sure you don't, you're not the kind. BUT.

You never pay attention to ANYTHING I do, right? So what's the point of tagging you but I get no response from you? Zilch. Nil. ZERO. It's hard enough to even TALK to you properly, so why make this worse? Oh yeah, I forgot. BECAUSE YOUR SPECIES DON'T CARE ABOUT PEOPLE'S FEELINGS. It's like I'm your good friend, and therefore you have the mindset that I don't mind you not responding to me. It's because I'm your GOOD FRIEND, ALL THE MORE YOU SHOULD COMMUNICATE TO KEEP THIS GOOD FRIENDSHIP ALIVE. You know it's just so hard being sensitive and emotional and psychological because I THINK TOO MUCH. Way too much. It's so hard to even focus on studying when such issues arise. ESPECIALLY THE MOST RECENT ONE. WITH THE ULTERIOR MOTIVES AND ALL, AND THE STUPID BITCHING. Nice move, girl. I gotta hand it to you. I need to stop with the anger and start concentrating since FYEs are in less than a week. And I hate how people just REFUSE TO HELP WHEN YOU'RE IN A TIME OF NEED. Disgusting.

Oh guess what, I forgot to charge my other battery and my iPod. I'm so. Utterly. Disgusting.

And by the way, I AM NOT ONE WHO IS AFRAID TO VOICE OUT MY OPINIONS SO QUIT WITH THE ATTITUDE, AND STOP MAKING USE OF PEOPLE TO GET WHAT YOU WANT YOU GOSSIP.

SHERRY at 11:07 PM.

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

MY KNEES ARE KILLING ME SO BADLY NOW.
I CAN'T FOCUS ON STUDYING, CAN'T FOCUS ON ANYTHING.
Ugh. And I get so terribly exhausted when I pant after climbing three storeys of stairs.

Dear God, please help me tomorrow.

And this space is disgustingly empty. Promise better posts soon :-)

Doesn't anyone care at all??????

SHERRY at 11:29 PM.

Friday, September 18, 2009
LA CHA TA TA

SHERRY LOVES AMBER~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMBER MY FAVOURITE AMBER (L)

I LOVE YOUR WHOLE IMAGE AND TALENT AND WHATEVER haha.

Am I getting too agitated over here? Haha.

Oh well, so much more to come for F(X)!!!!!!

I love the two songs so far wheehee.

Anyway, AMBER YOU'RE THE BEST EVERRRR.
F(X) HWAITING AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMBER AGAIN!!!!

I don't wanna say too much cause you know you know :-)

Anws, hope you had a happy birthday~~~

Love you (L)

You don’t have to be afraid, I’ll show you how
Say it with me now LA chA TA TA

SHERRY at 10:37 PM.

Monday, September 14, 2009

Final Year Core Geog Exam:
Syllabus:
- Map Reading (Part of a question)
- Weather and Climate
- Natural Vegetation
- Tourism

Format:
- 2 questions --> Answer both (compulsory) [1 Physical and 1 Human]
- 25 m each --> 50 m --> 100%

Final Year Pure Chem Exam:
Syllabus:
- ALL CHAPTERS FROM CHAPTER 1 TO CHAPTER 14 and INCLUDING CHAPTER 17.

Sorrz people, I just need somewhere to jot this down. Will remove it asap.
See see see, so many things to study sighhhh. There go my weekends. Oh well, there's still overnight prayer (L)

SHERRY at 2:35 PM.

Saturday, September 12, 2009

It's funny how my MSN list is filled to the brim with people, but it's still so empty. It's so lonely.

UNCLE, SAMUEL TAN, AJ, GET BACK HERE WHEN YOU FINISH YOUR ADVANCE :-(
KEANN BE MORE MOBILE ON MSN CAN.

You guys seem so far away~~~~~~~~~~

SHERRY at 12:19 AM.

Friday, September 11, 2009

You never believe whatever I tell you.

SHERRY at 11:26 PM.

Thursday, September 10, 2009
Amber my Amber~~

Am luvin my new vans. I finally found 'em.
It was a steal, in every single way possible.

Today has been very pink, but it doesn't mean I'm a fan of the colour.
It's fascinating to realise how different shades of colours make me happy.

Malaysia today was (Y)(Y)(Y)
Need to get back there soon!!

Oh and my mum got herself a pair of vans. Plus the auntie.
Wah steady ah~

SHERRY at 11:54 PM.