Tuesday, December 15, 2009
SURVIVOR

Hello, just a warm reminder to CH, it's not Wedding Dresses, but Wedding Dress.
No hard feelings, thanks.

Today I am feeling rather angsty, because of some personal reasons. I wanted to update about KL, but nvm that will be soon later.

I have no idea what to say, but watch this space, pictures are coming soon :-)

I have finished like Lit, AMath, Chem, half of English. Yay me, so much more to go.

Anyway, before I end this post:

Image Credits: Click on picture

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIAH KIM JUNSU (L)(K)

You know what, from Balloons, all the way to Survivor (The Secret Code), you have ~grown~ so much, in terms of physical appearance, the way you dance, the way you sing. I've always been so amazed by your solos, especially in Love in the Ice, and you've always been one of my motivations to actually attempt singing!! You've always been a huge sunshine in my life, because of your laughter, your dorkiness, your undying cuteness, and your love for your fans.

I can't wait to see all 5 of you awesome people performing. Together. Again.

Once again, have a great (remaining) day Junsu.

Sorry for the late post, again ~.~

Monday, December 14, 2009
RING DING DONG WHO'S BIRTHDAY IS IT

Credits: IMAGE

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ONEWW~~
You're one of the best leaders, definitely. And, TAKE GOOD CARE OF YOUR HEALTH PLEASE!

Your laughters and smiles, along with the other SHINee members' ones, are always so ~shiny~, so happy, so genuine! And that's why I say SHINee always cheers me up!

I thank God you had a speedy recovery from your H1N1 virus!!!
Can't wait to see much more performances from SHINee, the full and complete performances!! With everything perfect!!!

From Replay, to Amigo, to Juliette, to Ring Ding Dong, (no specific order), you guys never fail to make me amazed at your energetic performances, and the grins you guys always have plastered across your faces every single minute!!

Onew leader Hwaiting!!
SHINee Hwaiting!!

Sorry this post came so late, I was being real lazy :-(
(But I did my homework!!!)

Sunday, December 13, 2009

Haha HI UNCLE YOU STALKER LULZ.
Anyway, thanks for being irritating and all, you're so boomz.

Since your loved one isn't around, I'll be nicer to you so you won't feel so sad and lonely HAHAHA.

And your secret was so !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! plzzzz. Haha k k k k k k k night

Monday, December 07, 2009

Sunday, December 06, 2009

My Survivors

All 4 will remain in my hearts forever and ever and ever~~~~

They will survive, I bet.

Saturday, December 05, 2009
TELL ME YOUR (BIRTHDAY) WISH~

(All img credits to Soshified.com)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KWON YURI~~~

You're so pretty pretty pretty. And talented too!
Without you, SNSD wouldn't be the same!

Hope you're gonna enjoy your birthday, and be the happiest girl on Earth today!
I hope you're flooded with messages/gifts/surprises to keep you going on and to motivate you and to see how much your fans love you!!!

You're one lucky girl ;-)
And I pray you continue being successful in your career, (of course you will be!!!)

Yuri jjang~

I LIKE SES Y'ALL (haha Tiffany and Keann)

Wednesday, December 02, 2009

OKAY SO NOW I'M GONNA GET LECTURED BY PEOPLE , IF YOU'RE THINKING OF IT, STOP THINKING OF IT. NOTHING RIGHT NOW IS GOING TO GET INTO MY HEAD, SO PISS OFF. I DON'T , AND WILL NOT ENTERTAIN ANY SORT OF SCOLDING OR ANY SORT OF LECTURING THAT AIMS TO CALM ME DOWN. YOU CAN KEEP YOUR WORDS TO YOURSELF.

YOU ARE THE MEANEST PERSON ALIVE. OKAY? YOU ARE GROSS. YOU THINK YOU CAN SING, NO YOU CANNOT SING. OKAY? YOU WANT THE TRUTH, YOU'RE GETTING IT. I HAVE HAD ENOUGH OF YOUR NONSENSE AND YOUR ARROGANCE AND YOUR IRRITATING PIECE OF SHITASS ATTITUDE TOWARDS ME. AND YOUR FRICKIN' ATTITUDE IN KFC YSTD. YOU CAN TTLY GO HIT A WALL OR RAM YOUR TOE INTO THE WALL. WHATEVER SUITS YOU.

ONE DAY IF YOU EVER READ THIS, GET IT INTO YOUR BRAIN. YOU ARE NOT THE MOST IMPT PERSON IN MY LIFE, YOU ARE NOT THE MOST IMPT PERSON IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD, I DON'T CARE ABOUT WHAT YOU THINK YOU DESERVE. IT'S NOT LIKE I'VE BEEN A BITCH TO YOU, SO WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM?

AND YOU DON'T EVEN WANT TO HELP ME W A SIMPLE CHEMISTRY PROBLEM, OR MAYBE EVEN BOTHER TEACHING ME. STOP BEING A SELFISH FREAK. YOU KNOW SOMETHING, I'M GONNA STUDY SO HARD AND DO SO MUCH BETTER THAN YOU FOR MY O'S AND ALSO FOR MY A'S. I WILL KICK YOUR ASS AND I WILL BE BETTER THAN YOU. AND NO, YOU ARE NOT MY MOTIVATION. MY MOTIVATION IS TO MAKE YOU SHUT YOUR MOUTH AND SHOW THAT I'M BETTER THAN YOU. COMPETITION AND COMPARISON IS ALL THAT MATTERS, ANYWAY. RIGHT? AM I RIGHT?

SICK.

Friday, November 27, 2009
MY CHARLIE LIES OVER THE OCEAN~

Actually with Toma Ikuta, ystd was my.... 1 year and 3 months liking him HAHA I STILL LIKE HIM OK.

Anw these are the piccas from Monday, Tuesday, Thursday. (All the rest on fb!)

I am tan now, like charcoal. Wait till you guys see my black face (if my tan doesn't fade away). I am so loving my tan lines wheeee I need to go sit under the parade square again (HAHA SAB AND SARVE) I love dragonboating so much, second time doing it with the contingent, and hopefully next year will be the third and final time :-)

Anw my teeth are still hurting :-(
Dentist says I should put braces (if I rly want to), and only until yesterday did I realise that one of my tooth was slightly chipped. (Because the dentist said so) And my tooth is experiencing trauma or something. So cool right.

And the thing that happened at the traffic light.......... Omg that was. Freaking scary. I almost fainted there and then lulz. I really admire Jac.

I'm so tired, Imma go sleep now. Will update more tmr or something.

PS: HOW DO YOU ALL LOVE MY NEW SONG. MY TAETAE BB IS SO AWESOME RIGHT~~~~

And the ~mixpod~ is so pretty.

Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Imperfect.

To everyone out there, stop looking for love in all the wrong places, through all the wrong ways.
It's not a command, not an order, but a plead.
It hurts me to see how some desperately are in need of love, but because they don't get what they need/want, they turn the other way.

It's really demoralising, because I'm a christian, and I should be helping and praying and everything, but what am I doing? I'm shrinking away in fear, because I'm afraid of rejection.

Yeah, this post wasn't even supposed to be out here, but I figured people ought to know that christians are not holy saints around the world. Yes, we aim to be good and fair and just people, but we are still human. We sin, we fall, we break, but we still try.

It's the same with everyone else, nobody is perfect.

I'm a coward when it comes to these things. I remember last year, I went around passing out those blessing campaign stuff and praying for people, but this year, the challenges and everything, it's just so much harder.

The questions people ask me, the RHETORICAL questions people ask me, the yes/no questions people ask me, they stab me like a knife, they pierce through my heart, really.

I'm not all that tough, I'm not all that holy, and I can never be perfect.

I admit, everytime I say something wrong, or curse, or swear, people ask me "What kind of a christian are you?" or say "I thought christians aren't supposed to curse and swear?" It first angers me, but then it hurts me. Because I know I'm not living life the way I should be, it hurts me because I'm not practising what I preach. And it all boils down to me being somewhat a....... failure?

And it's so hard to answer questions pertaining to religion, because I feel I'll never give a good enough answer, I'll never convince anyone.

I'm drowning in insecurity, and it's not a very nice feeling.

I really don't know what to say. I'm not saying my faith's shaken, I'm just saying...........

It makes life shine like this,

Dong Bang Shin Ki, the first ever Kpop band I started loving, and still love.

I can never ever ever get sick of this song, and I can never ever ever get sick of how they can sing with so much passion for every single song they sing.

Aw I miss them so much. I hope all goes well over there~

Anyways, tomorrow's the most exciting day ever (in this week) :-DDDD
HEHE.

Meanwhile, I'm drowning in Amath, sigh.

AND I'M SO PROUD OF YOUR LOVE~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
PROUD IS LIKE. ONE OF THE BEST SONGS IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD.

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Monday, November 23, 2009
For your love, it's forever, forever.

Wednesday, November 18, 2009
YOU'RE MY MIRACLE!

Friday, November 13, 2009

Monday, November 09, 2009
Chinese O's

I miss 3G2'09. This year has passed by so quickly.

I can't believe I've known Franc the man for a year :O

And I can't believe I've known you for maybe... half a year?

Sigh. Life's really pitty right now. But I'll be happy, and I'll be grateful causeeee I WILL SURVIVE. I can't wait for camp whee.

My holidays are soooo packed I think I need to start on my work now.

2 weeks of holiday have passed and everyday's been so packed. With the Chinese intensives and all. I've got to learn how to stop sigh-ing!!!!!

Tuesday, November 03, 2009

If you think I have that much time to spare, I don't.
Who's taking the O Levels next week? Not you. So you definitely don't get how I feel.

I have so many things to do, so little time. Just because it's ONLY Chinese (to you) it doesn't mean I can score an A1 without having to put in any effort. I've been struggling with my Chinese like crap, and I'm the last few among 3G2 HCL students. That is how bad I am.

Don't even get started on my results. Yes, sure. Attitude-wise, I'm fine. But academically-wise, not alot. I put in effort, yes. But really, I'm not someone who you can push over, just because you're better than me. (Heaven) yes, I can totally do better next year, I promise.

I can't believe my Chemistry. I am so disappointed in my Maths and Sciences. Physics was okay, I didn't expect myself to pass. But Chem. Shingz.

Well, God's got it all in hand. But I'm really. Really. Really just insecure now.

Especially after what happened on Friday. Don't ask me what.

I really don't like this blog anymore. I hope soon I'll be able to pull myself together and produce interesting posts.

Back to Chinese, I'm struggling so much. I pray I become like Hsu-Ying or Serena or Wei Shuang or Yi Hui. I need my Chinese to do well. I can't afford to drop HCL.

On a side note,
I watched Michael Jackson's This is It with Nat, Uncle, AJ, Mark on Friday.
It wasn't as good as I expected it to be. But it was so so so so heartbreaking to see how much weight he lost.

And then super ultra duper drama in the 190 at night. Close to midnight.
Sigh, thanks anyway Uncle (L)

Will update asap.

Thursday, October 29, 2009

It's not about fighting just so I can get the honour.
It's about FIGHTING FOR MY OWN RIGHTS.

I know I did it, and it's not that I'm bragging.
It's really unfair to me, really. I can't believe I ----.

I really can almost swear I'll fight for my rights, along with others.
I need it. I really do.

Please.

God, please help me.

Monday, October 26, 2009
You're MY kind of happiness.

Kwah kwah kwah SAM (sexy) LO's house stayover was super.
Though I got food poisoning, again. Sigh.

Summer was one of the cutest things ever, she was so cutiepie999@summer.com hahahaha.

These few days have been..... very very very... heart-throbbing. Okay wait, that's not the word. Idk, like you know.. NERVOUS. Shingz.... (HI RIS LOW)

I guess I'll do a better update soon!

And thanks uncle for being the bestest uncle ever. You're da best manz.
And Mark, and AJ!!!!!! And Nat, AND CHARLIE09 BABEH.

Luva you all veli much.

Saturday, October 24, 2009
MY JANG DONG CHUL/SONG JAE BIN.

YOU'RE IN IRIS? LIKE CRAZY CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I NEED TO WATCH IRIS. CAUSE THERE'S TOP WITH THE FRICKIN' GOOD ENGLISH IN THERE. AND THEN THERE'S EVERYONE ELSE IN THERE. I NEED TO STOP DELAYING AND START WATCHING.

I MEAN WTH MY DEAREST SONG JAE-BIN/JANG DONG CHUL IS ACTING IN IRIS????????

Oh man he's such a sweetheart I love him hahahahahaha. He's a gr8888 actor, go watch the last scandal of my life. Whoo I love the show I've been watching it every single night till the wee hours of the morning. My mum is a korean drama fanatic, I love her friends who are korean drama ATMs. HAHA I have no idea how ridiculous I sound right now but OMG I LOVE YOU SONG JAE-BIN!!!!!!!!!

He looks older in this picture though :-(

Iris, here I come!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!